Shade Of The Night

2010-04-07T06:07:00.001-07:00

Nvm

2009-12-11T03:21:00.000-08:00

http://www.halolz.com/2009/12/09/video-the-tetris-god/

2009-12-07T18:38:00.001-08:00

Yo people. I'm looking for ring and exp taggers. I want at least a lv 36 ring haha. Anybody? Guess no. =[

2009-12-02T21:51:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the dead blog. Just like the blog, I feel dead. Really dead. I feel forgotten by that someone...

2009-11-26T22:41:00.001-08:00

Make sure to answer questions 1-10 before moving on…NO CHEATING!!

Read the following questions, imagining the scenes in your mind, and write down the FIRST thing that you visualize. Do not think about the questions excessively.

1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who are you walking with?

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe its size?

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?

6. You enter the house. You walk to the dining area and see the dining room table. Describe what you see on AND around the table.

7. You exit the house through the back door. Lying in the grass is a cup. What material is the cup made of?

8. What do you do with the cup?

9. You walk to the edge of the property, where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What type of body of water is it?

10. How will you cross the water?
Read below only after answering the questions =x

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ANALYSIS:
1. The person who you are walking with is the most important person in your life.
2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems.
3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems. (passive/aggressive)
4. The size of your dream house is representative of the size of your ambition to resolve your problems.
5. No fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You’d prefer people not to drop by unannounced.
6. If your answer did not include food, people, or flowers, then you are generally unhappy.
7. The durability of the material with which the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship with the person named in number 1. For example, styrafoam, plastic, and paper are all disposable, styrofoam, paper and glass are not durable, and metal and plastic are durable.
8. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude towards the person in number 1.
9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.
10. How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life.

2009-11-07T19:11:00.001-08:00

Female Chemistry

HAZARDOUS MATERIALS INFORMATION SHEET
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MATERIALS SAFETY DATA SHEET: WOMEN - A CHEMICAL ANALYSIS

ELEMENT: Women

SYMBOL: Wo

DISCOVERER: Adam

ATOMIC MASS: Accepted at 124lbs, but known to vary from 92 -500lbs

OCCURRENCES: Copious quantities in all urban areas

PHYSICAL PROPERTIES:

1. Surface usually covered in painted film.
2. Boils at nothing; freezes without known reason.
3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter if incorrectly used.
5. Found in various states from virgin metal to common ore.
6. Yields if pressure applied in correct places.

CHEMICAL PROPERTIES:

1. Has great affinity for gold, silver, and a range of precious stones.
2. Absorbs great quantities of expensive substances.
3. May explode spontaneously without prior warning and for no known reason.
4. Insoluble in liquids, but activity increases greatly by saturation in alcohol.
5. Most powerful money reducing agent known to man.

COMMON USES:

1. Highly ornamental, especially in sports cars.
2. Can be a great aid to relaxation.
3. Very effective cleaning agent.

TESTS:

1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when discovered in the natural state.
2. Turns green when placed beside a better specimen.

HAZARDS:

1. Contagious desire to have one when seen.
2. Highly dangerous except in experienced hands.
3. Illegal to possess more than one, although several can be maintained at different locations as long as specimens do not come into direct contact with each other due to guaranteed spontaneous combustion.

2009-10-19T05:35:00.000-07:00

Starting bid: $5/16m Auto win: $15/ 49.9m
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Starting bid: $20/66m Auto win: $$40/133m
Starting bid: $30/100m Auto win:$50/166m
Starting Bid: $30 No Auto win- I sponsor scissors

2009-10-18T18:34:00.001-07:00

http://bit.ly/22CmXB

Left 4 Dead fans attack real-life Mercy Hospital

Left 4 Dead’s “No Mercy” campaign revolves around the survivors attempting to reach and then fight through Mercy Hospital, a supposedly fictional establishment in Pennsylvania. The only trouble is, there’s a real Mercy Hospital in Pittsburgh, and you better believe that the Left 4 Dead fans have found it.

For the past few weeks, players of Valve’s zombie apocalypse shooter have been logging onto City Search and writing ludicrous one-star reviews for the poor hospital. Francis himself joined in, leaving the following message:

You know what I don’t hate? I don’t hate vests.
• Pros: I hate doctors!
• Cons: I’m getting tired of these damn vampires!

Lois has also shared his two cents with the following two-star review:

WHY THE HELL WERE THERE GUNS, MOLTOVS, PILLS, AND PIPEBOMBS IN A FREAKING HOSPITAL!!!!! SERIOUSLY DO YOU EXPECT YOUR CUSTOMERS TO KILL THEMSELVES?

And then there’s this one:

I went to this hospital to have my chronic headaches treated or at least diagnosed. Upon entering, I asked the receptionist for some help. Instead, she lept over the counter and started clawing at me. But there just happen to be some guns on the seats. I sadly had to kill her in self defense. Knowing the cops were soon to follow, I proceeded to go up. I wasn’t thinking, just going up. On the way up, I had faced many disgruntled patients and workers. One patient was polite enough to vomit all over me. While I was blinded, his posse (i am assuming he is a gang leader of sorts) started running at me and beating me. After successfully escaping, my headaches have only gotten worse. After consuming large amounts of pills, I stumbled my way onto the roof, where a man possibly being treated for a steroid overdose was waiting for me. After tossing me off the building, I almost lost my life. I was thankfully recovered by some strange African American man claiming to have his pills. I am home safe now. But no amount of pills and medpacks will cure my emotional and physical pain.

• Pros: The pills were here.
• Cons: So was the tank.

So far, Mercy Hospital has ten out of twelve one-star ratings on City Search. We know it’s because of Left 4 Dead. Anyone else will think it’s a hospital run by Harold Shipman and H.H. Holmes. I can’t help but feel sorry for the poor bastards.

CREDITS to Inside Gaming

2009-09-23T05:01:00.000-07:00

L4D FANS LOOK HERE. You'll never think the same ever again.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-db9qgn99o&feature=player_embedded#t=47

2009-09-22T03:41:00.000-07:00

Invincible is really invincible.

Doing 11k dmg/sec and look at it's face.

2009-09-19T01:41:00.001-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FVvxDPTYnaI&feature=player_embedded#t=29

In omeagle, a special chatroom where you talk to random people. This is one from the forummer

You: Sup
Stranger: Hey!!
You: Hey!!
Stranger: Where are you from?
You: Singapore
Stranger: India
You: India LOL
Stranger: I’ve been to Singapore
You: Orly?
Stranger: Its awesome
Stranger: whats LOL about India
You: It’s funny. LOL
You: I don’t really see Indians online on the internet?
You: This is the first encounter with an Indian =x
You: My*
You: You are fat right?
Stranger: you FUCKING BITCH….Your country’s the most fucking shit country in the world….your country doesn’t help the world in anyway…Did you know that more than 50% of people in Nasa are Indians
You: LOLLL
Your conversational partner has disconnected.

2009-09-17T23:31:00.000-07:00

2009-09-17T02:12:00.000-07:00

What to do on a plane if the passenger next to you is irritating:

1) Remove your lap top from its bag
2) Open the laptop slowly and carefully
3) Turn on
4) Ensure the passenger next to you is watching
5) Turn on the Internet
6) Close your eyes for a brief moment, open them again, turn your gaze upwards to the skies as if in prayer
7) Take a deep breath and open this site
http://www.myit-media.de/the_end.html
8) Observe the facial expression of your neighbouring passenger

Don't worry, no screamer or porn.

2009-09-16T06:34:00.001-07:00

FaF-Dreamtt’s pity fren SHAME hsewife hide like a tortiose(cos no face head always hide in body) FaF-Dreamtt cant find ur Pity Fren? Find me or x3Dia~mond/his dear supporter to find out who really want to flame u! x3Dia~mond You more like a women hide & block here & there.I think u r a AH GUA learn hsewife how to SHAME! x3Dia~mond pls wear more skirt to dance in audi./.Mini-Sashimi this AH GUA learn u swear to the moon,bring u to his room,put u on his bed,do something u always DO^Usure like it

-BazeN

come ban me la. mouth say only?
see when can get real evidence den come ban me.
ban me then i bwg if not stfu pls
-M1

Woah M1 hack like n00b still can kp

2009-09-12T23:52:00.001-07:00

2009-09-10T03:27:00.000-07:00

2009-09-10T03:02:00.001-07:00

KNN PCB _l_ FUCK YOU LA NB. KNN WHATS YOUR PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k end.

2009-09-07T23:40:00.000-07:00

Shit dude, read this. I know it's long but imagine you get it.

Britain is facing ‘a new horror’ from a flesh eating superbug which killed a father just within four hours of him arriving in hospital with leg pains.

Richard Johnson, 54, had been given painkillers for what doctors thought was arthritis.

But when it was realised that he had the infection necrotising fasciitis surgeons amputated his left leg in a bid to save him.

They then watched in horror as black areas spread to his abdomen while they were operating, an inquest heard.

Mr Johnson, a shop manager from Crediton, Devon, died just a week after he complained of a sore throat.

A coroner has urged family doctors to be given more information necrotising fasciitis as a result of the case.

The disease, which is becoming more common, is an infection which sweeps through the body, internally and externally, so quickly that it can actually be seen spreading.

Mr Johnson had first been prescribed painkillers by his family doctor Jan Shorney.

He then developed a pain in his left ankle which Dr Shorney and an out-of-hours doctor believed to be arthritis.

His condition deteriorated so quickly that by the time his family rushed him to the Royal Devon and Exeter Hospital at 3.10 am it was too late to save him.

He was rushed straight into the operating theatre where surgeons tried to cut away the diseased tissue but found the infection was spreading too quickly to control.

Greater Devon coroner Dr Elizabeth Earland recorded a verdict of natural causes on Mr Johnson, who died at 7.00 am on November 18 last year.

A post mortem examination showed he died from septicaemia as a result of the necrotising fasciitis.

She said: ‘My intention is to write to the hospital to confirm the gravity of this case. Information about it is being disseminated and I recommend that is pursued.

‘This is a new horror reaching us and arising in out thoughts and it is important as many GPs are made aware of it as soon as possible and perhaps an early reaction can be stimulated.

‘I do not have any evidence that earlier action would have made a difference in this case.

‘Mr Johnson began to suffer a sore throat in mid November which developed into fulminating necrotising fasciitis.

‘The family have my deepest sympathies for this tragic loss.’

Family doctor Dr Jan Shorney said Mr Johnson visited her on November 11 with a sore throat and she advised him to take painkillers.

He asked for a home visit on November 17, less than 24 hours before he died, and complained of a left ankle which was sore despite having suffered no injury.

There was only slight swelling and no redness and his pulse and temperature were normal and she prescribed stronger painkillers and an anti-inflammatory drug.

She advised him to go into surgery for a blood test if it did not clear up.

He called 45 minutes later to say the pain was not going away and was told to carry on taking the medicines.

He was in so much pain that by 9.30pm his family contacted the out-of-hours service and took him to the walk-in centre at the hospital in Exeter where he was seen by on-call GP Dr Patrick Fingleton.

He examined the swollen ankle and saw no breaks in the skin. He diagnosed arthritis and prescribed oral morphine.

He believed the earlier painkillers had not worked because the patient was also suffering from diarrhoea and vomiting.

He said he was shocked to hear of Mr Johnson’s death and had met the consultant microbiologist at the hospital Dr Marina Morgan to learn more about necrotising fasciitis.

He said: ‘I have been a doctor for 12 years and a GP for five or six years and I have seen a lot of painful ankles and lots of cases of diarrhoea and vomiting but I had never seen a case of necrotising fasciitis.’

Mr Johnson’s condition deteriorated so quickly that his family took him back to the accident and emergency department of the same hospital five and a half hours later.

Consultant plastic surgeon Dr Andrew Watts said he carried out the amputation above the knee but feared it was too late to stop the spread of the disease.

He said: ‘It was clear he was very sick. There was widespread mottling of the abdomen and chest and to some extent the right leg.

‘I discovered he had died at approximately 7.00 am. Unfortunately the outcome is what had been predicted from shortly after he was admitted.’
What is necrotizing fasciitis?

Necrotizing fasciitis is a rare infection of the deeper layers of skin.

It can be caused by many types of bacteria, which usually enter via an open wound, for example following surgery.

Despite being known as a ‘flesh-eating’ bug, the bacteria do not actually eat the tissue.

They cause the destruction of skin and muscle by releasing toxins.

Symptoms usually begin with patients complaining of intense pain in the area where the infection began.

In the early stages, signs of inflammation may not appear.

Redness and swollen or hot skin will show up quicker if the bacteria is closer to the surface of the skin.

As the disease progresses, skin colour may change to violet and blisters may form, with tissue then turning black as it dies.

Patients with necrotizing fasciitis typically have a fever and appear very ill. Diarrhoea and vomiting are also common symptoms.

Mortality rates have been noted as high as 73 per cent if left untreated.

Once the disease is diagnosed it is almost always necessary to cut away the infected tissue to stop it from spreading.

Wanna see how it looks like? Warning, click at your own risk.

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/6/6a/Necrotizing_fasciitis_left_leg.JPEG/190px-Necrotizing_fasciitis_left_leg.JPEG

2009-09-05T23:25:00.000-07:00

Can can 1st and 2nd wave. Cam man- Douche brother.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fcGXUEaH10Y

2009-09-05T02:45:00.000-07:00

2009-09-01T05:24:00.001-07:00

[Sadist/not for the weak hearted/][Animal lovers do not watch] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VZ3YIlT1ZDM&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.playpark.net%2Fforums%2Fviewthread%2F16806%2F&feature=player_embedded#t=161

2009-08-30T03:17:00.000-07:00

Tired, really tired. I'm here all alone without a single sign of life. Destined to be broken by my own stubbornness. Here alone, suffering the pain I weaved for myself. Nobody hears me, nobody listens. Nobody understands.
I'm sorry..

2009-08-27T02:55:00.000-07:00

Caught up in this madness too blind to see
Woke animal feelings in me
Took over my sense and I lost control
I'll taste your blood tonight

You know I make you wanna scream
You know I make you wanna run from me baby
but know it's too late you've wasted all your time

Relax while you're closing your eyes to me
So warm as I'm setting you free
With your arms by your side there's no struggling
Pleasure's all mine this time

You know I make you wanna scream
You know I make you wanna run from me baby
but know it's too late you've wasted all your time

Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring
Cover me, unwanted clemency
Scream till there's silence
Scream while there's life left, vanishing
Scream from the pleasure unmask your desire perishing

We've all had a time where we've lost control
We've all had our time to grow
I'm hoping I'm wrong but I know I'm right
I'll hunt again one night

You know I make you wanna scream
You know I make you wanna run from me baby
but know it's too late you've wasted all your time

Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring
Cover me, unwanted clemency
Scream till there's silence
Scream while there's life left, vanishing
Scream from the pleasure unmask your desire perishing

Some live repressing their instinctive feelings
Protest the way we're built don't point the blame on me

Scream, scream, scream the way you would if I ravaged your body
Scream, scream, scream the way you would if I ravaged your mind

Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring
Cover me, unwanted clemency
Scream till there's silence
Scream while there's life left, vanishing
Scream from the pleasurem unmask your desire
Perishi

2009-08-25T23:05:00.000-07:00

1st. Happy bday wayne. Sorry, did not make it today.

2. I don't mean it, really. It's just that.. I dunno who I am or what I'm doing. Forget that I asked
Forgive me for what I am

2009-08-24T21:23:00.001-07:00

Oley, she broke cpl. But IDGAF anyway. _l_

2009-08-23T03:40:00.001-07:00

Ok, I'm really really down and want somebody to pei me.. T__T

2009-08-19T02:57:00.000-07:00

Tomorrows audi patch will include story 81-100. I'll sure you how the logo looks like. Nope, I did not edit the pictures.

2009-08-18T06:27:00.000-07:00

I KNOW IT'S HURTING YOU BUT IT'S KILLING ME!!

Why can't you understand me abit more!!! I never wanted things like this to happen!!! I know I'm not perfect + I'm ugly! I KNOW! BUT I DON'T CARE!! YOU THINK I LIKE BEING THIS WAY?! YOU THINK I LIVE SO CAREFREE?!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE PAIN OF BEING ACCEPTED AND TO FIND OUT IT'S TARNISH?!! DO YOU KNOW WHAT KIND OF PERSON I AM?!!

I know you feel hurt after I do all those but can you think for me too? I'm not happy too.. I live with all these sorrows and regrets too. I want to be loved, I want to be accepted. I wish I could be perfect. I don't like all these....

I feel very hurt you know.. I want to be simple and carefree, but I can't!! I'm being tied to my own feelings which I want to stab..

I wish we never met, I wish none of this happened. I really really hope you can don't feel so cold to me. I'll tell you the truth, even at my happiest moment with you it's also the most painful moment. Of course you can never hope to understand me... I told you, I'm different..

So let me die ok? Let me fade away into emptiness..

Time and time again, I wish I never had emotions. I won't have to feel anything.. I even asked myself 'Is this what happiness really feels like? Or is it another lie I'm creating for myself'. I know the answer but I continue to live in denial..

I don't know, god fucking answer me already.. What am I?

OMG AWESOME MMORPG

2009-08-15T05:35:00.001-07:00

This game is damn fun sia..

My friend, lv 85 police owning noobs

2009-08-15T01:22:00.000-07:00

100th post

So I got lonely without the internet. Yea fuck that.

So I decided. I MAY go back to Audi, if I do I'm opening the recruitment. Please tag at the tagbox.

Recruiting hackers for
Couple BattleParty, Union BattleParty, Normal BattleParty and BeatUp BattleParty

Hacks will be provided

Requirement:
-Level 16 and above
-Know what the fuck I'm talking about
- Can at least do a 140BPM FM
- Can 8k
Beatup? Don't worry, it's auto *winks*

For those who are using XP and have above 1GB RAM and avove 512MB DEDICATED graphic card will be given Auto Key and On/Off perfect.

2009-08-14T00:28:00.001-07:00

Forget about the recruitment ba. I'm going to leave my online things for good.. I won't be going to school too.. I think.

2009-08-13T22:47:00.001-07:00

Recruiting hackers for
Couple BattleParty, Union BattleParty, Normal BattleParty and BeatUp BattleParty

Hacks will be provided

Requirement:
-Level 16 and above
-Know what the fuck I'm talking about
- Can at least do a 140BPM FM
- Can 8k
Beatup? Don't worry, it's auto *winks*

For those who are using XP and have above 1GB RAM and avove 512MB DEDICATED graphic card will be given Auto Key and On/Off perfect.

2009-08-09T23:58:00.000-07:00

Today is damn sian. Nothing to do. PSP also nothing to play..

2009-08-09T17:00:00.001-07:00

NDP fail

2009-08-09T01:08:00.001-07:00

1. Boring Sunday
2. Me and jovi tio targetted by the whole Free-1 in audi for stupid reasons. I even wasted like 6-7 megas for jovi. D:
3. I joined MTY
4. Bodeh Slam

2009-08-07T04:11:00.000-07:00

Today woke up.. prepared to leave for cyberera. Me and my cpl reach there quite early, mostly playing audi and my dar kena greeted by so many people. rofl. Bought 5 hour package for $8. I played dota 1st after that went in audi tag hearts. While tagging damn funny, got this joker called antidote aka mogui. We both talk until like idiot keep spamming chat. lol. After that played BU! 1st round of course I win.. than this girl called tooty made us play BR. Wah piang eh, like shit man. They play the song so fast + they can chain like nobody bussiness. Than I call jovi come, but that stupid dog eating chips dun wan play properly and lost. CC4 also lose. After that tooty challenge me BU again. Wth, we both same score than she 200+ higher than me. Than I say 'again'. Same song but this time she 40k+ higher than me. wth loh. ==

Hmm what else. Cyberera there got siao people. Can suddenly shout 'FUCK YOU!' or random crap like wan tio taiji. == In the afternoon alot of people sia. Whole place like havoc. D; and the staircase smells like ciggerates.

People whom I met at era today

Aceoftuna (?)
Potion
[Random guy who called me pro](?)
Emotooty
[More random people]

People at era quite pro and mostly older than me. There tio taiji I think can fight until very hiong.
After that left at 5 coz I had tuition.

2009-08-06T03:00:00.001-07:00

Sick today. =[ Feel so fucked

2009-08-05T22:51:00.001-07:00

Which Bleach-Captain are you?

Aizen Sosuke

You are the unpredictable (traitor of Soul Society) Aizen Sosuke, Captain of the fifth division.
Kudakero, KyÅka Suigetsu

Fun quizzes, surveys & blog quizzes by

2009-08-05T07:01:00.000-07:00

^ LOL

Feel so horrible D: so heavy and weak.. like gonna fall anytime.. faaaaaaaaag D:

2009-08-04T03:03:00.001-07:00

Woo.. didn't feel well today. My brother having high fever while I can't breath. lol

2009-08-01T03:37:00.000-07:00

Today woke up, had tuition. >___> Tution at 1 I woke up at 12.45 LOL. My parents went out and ditched me >=[

They came back, bought lunch. Than I went to play com.. login dragonica 2 sec than I log out (lol).. hmm what else.. play PSP?

Very sian D:

2009-07-29T04:40:00.000-07:00

Haha.. finally went back to school today. Nothing much though...

2009-07-23T08:08:00.000-07:00

My maple journey from 102-120. [MAx level for KoC] Haha.

I'm keeping my life kinda private now. Don't expect much.

2009-07-15T02:34:00.001-07:00

Lv 7- Soul Driver. Nice 3rd job skill right xD?
Guess what's that..

2009-07-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

No mood nowadays. Can't even sleep. I'm like awake almost 24/7 -,-
Sad. Emo- Day end.
haiz..

2009-07-01T23:16:00.000-07:00

2009-07-01T06:40:00.000-07:00

Which Bleach Character are you? Your Result: Kuchiki Byakuya Byakuya Kuchiki is the 28th head of the noble Kuchiki clan, one of the four great noble families in Soul Society. As such, Byakuya acts in an aristocratic manner — he seems always serene and apathetic towards other people, even when he is actually deeply conflicted. He is also extremely calm, even in battle, and is very seldom surprised by even the most drastic of actions. Byakuya strongly believes in law and order. As the head of one of the great noble families and as a Captain in the Gotei 13, he always works hard for a peaceful society. He feels that if someone in his position does not follow the rules as a good example, then no one will follow them. He believes that to maintain the order, all law-breakers must be punished, even if that goes against his own wishes. In spite of his icy and regal manner, Byakuya cares for and protects those important to him.
Zaraki Kenpachi
Kurosaki Ichigo
Yamamoto-Genryūsai Shigekuni
Hitsugaya Tōshirō
Kyōraku Shunsui
Shihōin Yoruichi
Kuchiki Rukia
Urahara Kisuke
Inoue Orihime
Which Bleach Character are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Boring day. Did some boring quizzes. Bleh

2009-06-24T01:37:00.000-07:00

Fuck la.
Why do people treat me like a tool
Need me call me 'dar' -esp you la JinYu. Dunnid me treat me as invisible. Fine la.. anything la ok?

Eh Nix, I your dog ah, nice to insult sibo. nice to disturb ah. 1m nia kpkb for fuck.

This it it la.. ok?

1st Sophia, Now Jinyu. I give up la. Ok? I don't need anyone of you anymore. I don't care if I falter now or not I don't need ANYONE beside me la ok? All of you can bang yourself against the wall and enjoy your afterlife la.

~The path of darkness.. guess I'm destined to be alone.~

2009-06-23T09:39:00.000-07:00

Hell has been with me for 4-5 days. The operation was a success but the doc said my case was the most complicated out of all his other paitients. They took a video on how the operation is done. We all watch and my mother freaked out and dun dare watch coz too gory.

Now living on pain killers and sleeping pills.. my head still feel as funny as usual.

Hell yea, finally got my pay for the job

2009-06-16T09:58:00.000-07:00

1) Besides lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?

-No where

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?

- Fuck la, no breakfast ~_~

3) Who was the last person you talked with ?

- Father

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled ?

- Not really

5) Would you donate blood ?

- No

6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex ?

- No

7) Do you want someone dead ?

- I got a book titled. 'People to kill'

8) What does the last message says ?"

" ^_^"

9) What are you thinking right now ?

- The bed so comfortable ~_~

10) Do you wish someone with you right now ?

- Yea

11) What time you went to bed last night ?

- Forgot

13) Is someone in your mind ?

- Yes

14) Who was the last person you texted ?

- Sophia..

15) 10 people tagged to do quiz .

1. Audrey

2. Peixuan

3. Wayne

4. Jianhui

5. Racheal

6. Bryan

7. Darrel

8. Firman

9. Tony

10. Nixon

16) Who is 2 having relationship with ?

................................................................... fuck you _l_ bloody question.

17) Is 3 male or female ?

FEMALE
Neh, just kidding, male.

18) If 7 & 6 get together , would it be a good thing ?
o_o..

19) What is 1 study about ?

Dunnoe

20) When was the last time you chat with 5 ?
Eh.. 2 weeks ago?

21) Is 4 single ?

ya

22) Say something about 2 ?

Great, caring and..[continues till dunnoe when]

23) What do you think of 3 & 6 being together ?

I dunnoe them

24) What do you think if 6 & 7 fight ?
Joke of the year

25) Do you like 3 ?
As a friend and laoda

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage:

- Water

2. Last phone call:

- JinYu [Couple-J]

3. Last text message:

- "Shoo"

4. Last song you listened to:

- Unholy Conffesions- A7x

5. Last time you cried:

- Long long long time ago

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice:

- Nope

7. Been cheated on:

- Yea. used and thrown away too,

8. Kissed someone & regretted it:

- Yea

9. Lost someone special:

- Yea

10. Been depressed:

- Yes

11. Been drunk and threw up:

-Drunk only

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. Silver
14. Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend:

- Ya

16. Laughed until you cried:

- Nope

17. Met someone who changed you:

- nope

18. Found out who your true friends were:

- Ya

19. Found out someone was talking about you:

- No

.20. How many kids do you want to have:

- Piak 1st. Think later

21. Do you have any pets:

- No

.22. Do you want to change your name:

- Nope

23. What did you do for your last birthday:

- Aruba gang come my house celebrate.

24. What time did you wake up today:

-7.30

25. What were you doing at midnight last night:

- PLaying WoW

26. Name something you CANNOT wait for:

- nothing

27. Last time you saw your Mother:

- 0.5 sec ago

28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:

- My past

29. What are you listening to right now:

The cold air of the haunted night

30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:
o_o No

31. What's getting on your nerves right now:

- I WANNA SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

32. Most visited webpage:

- Playpark forums

33. Whats your real name:

- Azriel Tay Xun Kai

34. Nicknames:

- Silver, pf[old]

35. Relationship Status:

- [Ba ba black sheep]

36. Zodiac sign?:

Leo

37. Male or female?:

Transformer.. neh just kidding. Male

38. Elementary?:

-Holy innocent

39. Middle School?:

Nan Chiau

40. High school/college?:

-=\

41. Hair colour:

Black

42. Long or short:

Long dick short hair.

[juz kidding about the long dick]

43. What do you like about yourself?:

- Nothing

44. Piercings:

No.

45. Tattoos:

No .

46. Righty or lefty:

?

FIRSTS :

47. First surgery:
This coming saturday LOL

48. First piercing:

none .

49. First best friend(s):

- cannot rmb

50. First sport you joined:

- Bball

51. First vacation:

- Bangkok

52. First pair of trainers:

forgot. Hacking trainer will be urm
4mod

RIGHT NOW

53. Eating:

- Nothing

54. Drinking:

- nothing

55. I'm about to:

- SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

56. Listening to:

- Ghost

57. Waiting on:

- nothing ...

YOUR FUTURE :

58. Want kids?:

- Dunno =\

59. Get Married?:

- if anybody wants me. LOL

60. Career?:

- Computer programmer xD

Which is Better ? :

61. Lips or eyes:

- Eyes

62. Hugs or kisses:

- Dunnoe

63. Shorter or taller:

- Shorter

.64. Older or Younger:

Younger

65. Romantic or spontaneous:

-roamantic .

66. Nice stomach or nice arms:

- ._.?

67. Sensitive or loud:

- Sensitive

68. Hook-up or relationship:
Relationship

69. Trouble maker or hesitant:

Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

70. Kissed a stranger:

- Bo

71. Drank hard liquor:

- No

72. Lost glasses/contacts:

- more than 12 pairs

73. Sex on first date:

- No

74. Broken someone's heart:

- Mine got

75. Been arrested:

- No

76. Turned someone down:

- ya . .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. Yourself:

- Not rly

78. Miracles:

- no

79. Love at first sight:

- no ! .

80. Heaven:

- Yea .

81. Santa Claus:

- Santan Claws

82. Angels:

- Yea..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

83. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:

- no ..

.84. Did you sing today?:

- Somehow

85. Ever cheated on somebody?:

- No ..

86. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:

- Birth

87. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:

- none

88. Are you afraid of falling in love?:

- Yes

89. Posting this as 90 truths?:

YA LA

.90. Love yourself?:

_l_

2009-06-16T00:54:00.000-07:00

GET THIS CURSE OUT OF MY HEAD NOW!!! THE MOMENT I WAKE UP I THING OF YOU. I THINK OF ANOTHER PERSON I FEEL SO MUCH HATRED. THE MOMENT I LOOK OUTSIDE I FEEL I'M SO WEAK AND POWERLESS. GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!

2009-06-13T21:36:00.000-07:00

Why do you want to cling on to me? I have nothing to give anymore. I have no emotions to share with you. Find someone else ba. Let this end..

---

Today, no mood. Very unhappy, dunnoe why.
Tuition, can't think properly, but still ok.
Sad sad sad sad sad...

Oh, my fever subsided..

~This circle of hatred will never end~

2009-06-09T05:55:00.001-07:00

2nd day in Bangkok. Lol, so hard to get internet access.. Go out walk the whole day, ate weird things and my bro bought a hoodie.

2009-06-06T05:54:00.000-07:00

Traded my emotions for a contract to commit
And when I got away, I only got so far
The other me is dead
I hear her voice inside my head

You told me to love you, and I did.
Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit
So when I got away, I only kept my scars
The other me is gone
Now I don't know where I belong

2009-06-05T07:32:00.000-07:00

1st day in Chiang Mai. Reached down around 7+. Ate dinner went back to hotel. 2 plane ride in 1 day head pain lol..

2009-06-01T02:08:00.000-07:00

Fucked up day, fucked up everything. yadedadeda. Think until want to emo again. But I won't

2009-05-31T02:07:00.000-07:00

Boring day. Think of something - angry. Today feel so sleepy, must be the new medicine. Stronger de. >=[
Quite grumpy also. Dunnoe why =\
Chiong hearts. I think by tuesday can Love party le.

2009-05-28T02:06:00.001-07:00

Take this fucking knife
Out of my back now!
I'm through being the laughter of your
Damn Joke!
You should have killed me
When you fucked me over
When I find you, hands around your neck,
And start to choke.

I wanna see you plead and scream,
And cry to God.

'Cause I lost it all
I have no reason
To live with you
Only he can guess what I'm going to do to you.
Just remember,
I don't get mad,
I get even!

Because of you I disconnect,
This mess is all that's left of me,
Because of you I disconnect.
I'm killing you now!

Get down on your knees,
I wanna see you beg!
Tears building up here,
Before me!
I'm gonna tear you up!
I'm gonna break you down.
I'm gonna show you my pain
And misery!

Here I am in this lonely place,
Without you.
Now I'm alone and I'm forgetting

I
Have
Become
You!

Only he can guess what I'm going do to you.
Just remember,
I don't get mad,
I get even!

Because of you I disconnect,
This mess is all that's left of me,
Because of you I disconnect.
I'm killing you now!

Because of you I disconnect,
This mess is all that's left of me, now
Because of you I disconnect.
I'm killing you now!

Because of you I disconnect,
This mess is all that's left of me,
Because of you I disconnect.
I'm killing you now!

2009-05-25T21:17:00.000-07:00

lv 4 Beat city: 1102 perf 149 greats 3 cool 0 bad 1 miss =[
Can Can lv 5: 924 perf 227 great 4 cool 0 bad 1 miss. Yes, 1 miss. Still got the insane wave hor >=[
Party Party lv 4: perf: 1236 Great: 104 Cool: 4 Bad: 0 Miss: 2
nearly 1m score.
Cy champion lv 4: 708 perf 87 great 0 cool 0 bad 0 miss.
Offside:[Fucking hard ok] perf:945 Great 77 Cool: 0 Bad: 0 Miss: 0
Post 2 times today. So remember to scroll down! I dun wan to see my emo post anymore-and I hope I dun do it again. Anyway, i got some very hard BU songs. Lv 4 and 5. Won't be releasing here. It's damn hard esp Can can [Lv 5] (LOL can can lv 3 people die liao they still put lv 5) and Funny powder offside [lv5] and many more hard songs. nearly got 1m for party party.

2009-05-25T19:24:00.000-07:00

Hands up:782 perf 95 great 8 cool 0 bad 0 miss. 696k score. Quite close to the legendary Sakusan who had 706k score. =p
Techno party: 969perf 171 great 5 cool 0 bad 0 miss.
Mov Mov: 733 perf 73 great 0 cool 0 bad 0 miss

2009-05-24T23:06:00.001-07:00

Please answer my question at the tagbox. Be honest

What am I to you guys?

2009-05-23T07:00:00.001-07:00

I HATE IT WHEN I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU. I HATE IT WHEN I HAVE EMOTIONS. I dun want to have any feelings for you but I can't shake it off.. I cannot forget the past and it's still haunting me. Just feel like stabbing myself in the heart to end everything...

~I don't want to have this feeling for you.. but I still like you~
~Can someone please help me?~

2009-05-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

I HATE IT WHEN I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU. I HATE IT WHEN I HAVE EMOTIONS. I HATE IT WHEN I'M SAD. I HATE IT ALL!!

2009-05-21T02:04:00.000-07:00

Hee hee. This is so fun.. =]

2009-05-18T05:49:00.000-07:00

Lonely.. just too lonely. I don't see a single soul. My mouth has been shut almost the whole day. Lonely.. plain lonely..

2009-05-15T21:21:00.000-07:00

who do you think you are. Bloody bitch. A curse upon you, i'll make you pay you fucking whore. Still hearing my voice aren't you? You too, on the verge of insanity? AHAHAHAHAHA you fucking pay for your fucking sins bitch. The sin of Lust, Pride and Envy. I only committed Wrath and you already can't take it. What the fuck are you? Think you're strong? Bloody hell eat my shit bitch. Go walk on the bridge of fire to pay for your sins bitch. I have already gone too deep to be redeemed. My hate for you is undescripable and my pain is only a portion of what you're feeling. Insolent fool go fuck him and die.

AND THANKS FOR USING ME FOR SO LONG AND NOTHING BUT A SUBSTITUE AND A TOY FOR YOU TO PLAY WITH. A TOOL OF DECEPTION AND LIES.
YOUR LIES WILL NEVER BE FORGIVEN AND I'LL CURSE YOU TILL YOU REGRET AND PAY!

2009-05-13T20:36:00.001-07:00

Sometimes if I post lyrics it means thats how I feel, not just for show. The pain is getting unbearable..

Come inside and be afraid,
Of this impressive mess I’ve made
If you take a look now you will find,
I have thrown away my vice,
Done away with paradise,
See what’s going on inside my mind
Please let me out!
Please let me out!
Please let me!

Branded like an animal!
I can still feel the burn in my mind!
I do believe that you’ve made your message clear!
Deprivating, isolating, all that I feel,
Leaving me with images I know are not real,
Are those words of condemnation that I hear!
I think I'm losing my mind, I think I'm losing my

Come inside now I implore
Do you think you can restore,
The crucial pieces missing from my brain?
What seems to be the matter dear,
Why do you cry and shake with fear?
I’ve only had the best of me insane!
Please let me out!
Please let me out!
Please let me!

Branded like an animal!
I can still feel the burn in my mind!
I do believe that you’ve made your message clear!
I think I'm losing my mind, I think I'm losing my mind!
Deprivating, isolating, all that I feel,
Leaving me with images I know are not real,
Are those words of condemnation that I hear!
I think I'm my mind, I think I'm losing my

I don't know how much I can take
The secret thoughts inside me wake
I’ve lost what was within me
Oh sweet insanity

I don't know how much I can take
The secret thoughts inside me wake
I’ve lost what was within me
Oh sweet insanity

Now I try again to find
The thing that was my mind!
Behold the other side!
Who said I've lost my mind
I try again to find
The thing that was my mind!
Behold the other side!
Who said I've lost my mind,
I've a lost my mind, I'm a losin' my mind,
I've a lost my mind, I'm a losin' my mind,
I've a lost my mind, i'm a losin' my mind,
I've a lost my mind, I'm a losin' my mind,
I've lost!
Mind, I've lost my mind,
I've a lost my mind, I'm a losin' my mind,
I've a lost my mind, I'm a losin' my mind,
I've a lost my mind, I'm a losin' my mind,
I've a lost my mind, I'm a losin' my mind,
I've lost my mind!

I've lost it,
I've lost it.

2009-05-13T03:40:00.000-07:00

Azriel - "Whom God Helps On Their Way". Mysterious, intelligent, honorable, and introverted most likely best describe your character. Like Michael you have a certain sense of purpose in life, even if you are not entirely sure what that purpose is just yet. You are most likely soft-spoken, meaning you speak when it is necessary and usually have something thoughtful or insightful to say. On the exterior you may seem cold and harsh, but that is just your nature, you are more then likely not like that at all.Biblical Facts: Azriel is the archangel in charge of helping those who die pass into the afterlife. He gained his position by simply completing a task that God had asked all the archangels to participate in and complete. Unfortunately the other archangels were so busy arguing that Azriel devised an intelligent and sensible method of completing the task in a timely manner before they could stop bickering.

Lol wut

2009-05-11T05:51:00.000-07:00

Today.. woke up.. use com and than go audi tag hearts. After awhile SHE suddenly come online. Hunt her down. As usual la.. she insult me. _l_. Lol? Surprised your ring is gone?

Bored liao went down for a walk.. saw something.. triggered my insanity again.. went up take medicine went to sleep.

Other than that.. nothing else loh.. juz keep quiet and shuttup.
Tmr I go buy malboro ice >_>

~What else can I do? I fear the thought of losing sanity anytime~

2009-05-10T07:41:00.000-07:00

Today arh? Emo emo emo emo emo emo. Just hope that I die earlier.

2009-05-09T05:37:00.000-07:00

Should I learn to forgive and let go of the past? Learn to let go of my hate and pain? Let go of all my bad experiences? I want to be a nice person, well liked by people. I want to be good and everything.. but this.. darkness keeps standing in my way. Just what should I do?

2009-05-08T01:08:00.000-07:00

Fuck this.. I'm just being a slave to my own emotions.. I can't stop thinking about you P _ _ _ _ _ _. Why, why.. I'm being TORMENTED by my own emotions, can't suppress the feeling for you. The more I think of it.. the conclusion draws closer. I'll kill it.. I kill my own emotions. No more.. this is it. From today I'm nothing but born of vengeance. I can't even control my own feelings.. being a slave to something that is so.. I just have nothing to say. It's almost time anyway.. my hour is now. Where I'll no longer be the same.. I'll change..

Oh.. Sophia Sim.. you once told me 'You're the best.. you may not be handsome or rich.. but you're a kind soul.. I'll never leave you.' Wow.. fuck this shit ok? I left you alone to be with him but now what happened? A police case and 2 weeks of probation? N1 beating him up until he had to be admitted to hospital. I'm impressed. Foolish girl.. I already told you.. you cannot escape the wrath of satan. This is MY HATE. O'lord Satan. The gift of hate and vengeance you gave to me is perfect. This is just the beggining Ong Jun Kai. I'll make sure you suffer. I'll show you what Satan can truly do. He will destory you.. What you're doing now is just going to destroy you. Go on, continue selling those ciggerates.. rest assured.. you will be caught and your future will be ruin. Too bad you can't see this. Now.. go on.. I'll lead you to hell itself. Both of you drove me to this INSANITY I'm in right now. The haunting voices and the darkness in my heart just proves it all.

~No more Azriel, he is dead. Soon he will rise again, born from vengeance and hate itself~

2009-05-03T18:42:00.001-07:00

I did my time and I want out
So effusive - Fade - It doesn't cut
The soul is not so vibrant
The reckoning - The sickening
Packaging subversion
Pseudo sacrosanct perversion
Go drill your deserts - Go dig your graves
Then fill your mouth with all the money you will save
Sinking in - getting smaller again
I'm Done! It has begun - I'm not the only one!

[Chorus:]
And the rain will kill us all...
We throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see
The preservation of the martyr in me

Psychosocial!(x3, brief, pause, then repeat again x3)

There are cracks in the road we laid
But where the temple fell
The secrets have gone mad
This is nothing new, but when we killed it all
The hate was all we had
Who needs another mess?
We could start over
Just look me in the eyes and say I'm wrong
Now theres only emptiness
Vernomus insipid,
I think we're done - I'm not the only one!

[Chorus]

Psychosocial!(x3, brief, pause, then repeat again x3)

Fake anti- Fascist lie
I tried to tell you but
Your purple hearts are giving out
Can't stop a killing idea
If it's hunting season
Is this what you want?
I'm not the only one!

[Chorus] (x2)

2009-04-28T19:45:00.000-07:00

Can Can 3 miss. I cleared the 1st insane wave wahahaha. I siao liao.

2009-04-28T11:38:00.001-07:00

Today.. didn't feel well, tmr go see doc again. Finally a new handsup record. ahaha

2009-04-24T00:42:00.001-07:00

Today, went out awhile.. but than halfway I cannot take it and I call my father fetch me home.

anyway, I bought a new laptop I'll show some pictures.

2009-04-23T01:45:00.000-07:00

haizz... another saad sad day.

Father was at home with me though. I got drunk in the afternoon and caused some commotion... but bleh..

Today my lil cousins bday.. maybe I'll go my grandma house to give him a little gift.

Why does life have to suck so much...

2009-04-20T17:16:00.000-07:00

I guess I'll be MIA for awhile.. I'm having some weird mental problems and I'm quite unstable ATM. So yea.. if I suddenly go beserk if you talk to me I'm sorry.

2009-04-11T00:54:00.000-07:00

For yesterday:

Went out with aruba and zw co. Went to watch movie.. went to eat. Walk walk.. stare at fountain. lol

After that some misunderstanding happened.. don't want to say it.. very lazy.

------

Today woke up at 12pm. Wtf. Suppose to go back to school.. so forget it.. I monday than pass up. I think sure tio scolded der. ==

I go inside audi.. than Lem said something and it triggered some thoughts.. kept thinking about it until now.. [It's about rl de..==]

Now.. feeling very.. unhappy.. if anyone ka chiao me now I will flare up de.

I got something I want to tell you.. I know you will ask me who I'm referring to.. but I think went you see this you know le..

I got alot of things to say.. but I don't want to. I'm not in any position to say it.

@To Nixon

Remember what we talked about last night? Ya.. I hope you can really mean it.. like I said. You can say it now.. but when it really happens, you won't be able to contain your sadness.. I hope you know what I mean.. I THINK you're making the wrong decision by saying that. < I don't know why I typed this out.. but that is what I think.

2009-04-08T03:10:00.000-07:00

Today.. kena scolded by ms ng.. but I hand up my work after school. Went for duty.

The whole duty damn funny lorh.. Mdm Siak ask me DON'T TOUCH MIXER AND ASK NICHOLAS DO. I was like so worried.. Nicholas WHOLE rehearsal like blur diao. Dunnoe what to do. I look after stage light only loh.. == Than Mdm Siak say 'Wah Azriel.. you master the lights so fast'. I was like. --> =="'

During the rehearsal.. Chow yong[ My senior ] scold me coz I suan him. Mdm Siak buy me lunch for free + drink. Than he saw. He was like 'Oi where you get de'. I said ' free one'. Than I continue eating. Than Nicholas also got something to eat. Than he said 'I don't care.. you go down buy for me.' Than we all laugh.

Bla bla bla.. Rehearsal run so smoothy. Almost forgot.. during live telecast I saw Nixon's retarded face. LOLOLOL. Than me and Nicholas laugh than the girls thought we siao.

Now at home.. thinking about things.. feeling sad+ happy. I dunnoe.. maybe I siao liao.

2009-04-04T23:27:00.000-07:00

I think there is 1 song that we should understand.. to me.. it's kinda meaningful.. to me at least. Remember, I'm different from you all. I'm an outcast.

Just stop enough of the limitless critical comments on my life
Just drop the judgment and all of your pseudo-involvement in my life
Step back a moment, and look at the miracle starting in our life
Don't stop the moment, and let the incredible happen knowing that

All that you want is to criticize
Something for nothing
And all that I want is forgiveness one more time
To be the best in the world

Just stop with all of your little deliberate problems with my life
Enough of all the crippling, terrible pain we feel inside
Step back a moment, remember how the miracle started in our life
Take back the torment; I won't be enjoying this moment knowing that

All that you want is to criticize
Something for nothing
And all that I want is forgiveness one more time
I know that
All that we want is to feel inside
Some kind of comfort
And all that we've done
We can hide
We'll be the best in the world

All I ever wanted was to be a real source of compassion
From the moment that we found ourselves drowning in
All I ever wanted was to be a real source of compassion
From the moment that we found ourselves drowning in

All that you want is to criticize
Something for nothing
And all that I want is forgiveness one more time
I know that
All that we want is to feel inside
Some kind of comfort
And all that we've done
We can hide
We'll be the best in the world
We'll be the best in the world
Just stop enough of the limitless critical comments on my life
Just drop the judgment and all of your pseudo-involvement in my life

2009-04-04T04:14:00.000-07:00

Ok.. I'll write a small guide here regarding viruses. With the rise of the new Malware Conficker which is something like SARS, I think it's better off if I provide some safety tips, even so, your com will not be 100% safe. Yes, conficker is that deadly =3

1. Windows Update
2.Anti Virus
3. Difference between Free firewalls and paid firewalls
4. User Account Control [Vista]

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Windows update

1. Notice the small shield with the '!' mark below.. click on it and install updates. It's very important esp in security. Microsoft recently released a patch to protect us against Conficker.
You also have to allow automatic updates

Start > Control Panel >Security >
[P/s] I have not been using XP for a long time so I forgot how to navigate there. I hope you guys can find it.

It should look something like this

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Anti Virus

Most anti virus requires you to pay such as Norton. There are a few which are good and free.
Avast
http://www.avast.com/

AVG
http://free.avg.com/

Windows Live Onecare
http://onecare.live.com/standard/en-us/3/default.htm

Another good one would be this..

Malwarebyte
http://www.malwarebytes.org/mbam.php

A scan once a week would ensure your computer is safe, not only that, it speeds up performances.
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Firewall

As it's name suggest, it blocks out most 'intruders'. Free one like the one you get with your com isn't really good enough. Free firewalls ain't so good, you'll still be vulnerable to attacks. That does not mean you have to open up multiple firewalls at one time, it will just have conflicts with each other, same goes for anti virus.

If you don't have a paid firewall, just make sure your windows Firewall is enabled.

Start > Control panel > Security

Zonealarm anti-virus+ firewall.

Not free of course, but I have it. If you want it I can find the disk and lend you all. Just don't spoil it, it's $39.90 ._.
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For those with Vista.. always have UAC enabled. UAC is the thingy that keeps popping out whenever you want to execute a program. By default it's on, if not. Go enable it.
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Written by me of course.. I did not go round stealing people's work you know >=[

2009-04-02T03:50:00.000-07:00

Wah heng sia. Doctor said that it's caused by virus infection. Have to stay at home for 3-4 days. Sian. ==

2009-04-01T17:29:00.000-07:00

God.. this is probably the worst week. I had asthma attack and the inhaler won't help me. Going to the doctor later. If it's the same as last time I might have to end up in the hospital for at least 1 week ._.

Fuck my life ==

2009-03-31T04:44:00.000-07:00

Today.. not so emo larh. After school play basketball than went to wayne's house talk. Wayne... you're doing the right thing now.. I know some of you may not agree but I know what wayne is planning and I trust that you guys will support his decision.. trust me.. its for the better.

Oh.. pls read the chunk of text below. It's very important or you might not be able to use your com again.

Warning to all

2009-03-31T04:42:00.001-07:00

The Conficker worm is a computer worm that can infect your computer and spread itself to other computers across a network automatically, without human interaction.

Am I at risk of having the Conficker worm?
Most antivirus software could detect and block the Conficker worm, so if you have updated antivirus software on your computer, you are at a much lower risk of being infected by the Conficker worm.

If you or your network administrator have not installed the latest security updates from Microsoft and your antivirus provider, and if you have file-sharing turned on, the Conficker worm could allow remote code execution. Remote code execution allows an attacker to take control of your computer and use it for malicious purposes.

What does the Conficker worm do?
To date, security researchers have discovered two variants of the worm in the wild.

• Win32/Conficker.A was reported to Microsoft on November 21, 2008.
• Win32/Conficker.B was reported to Microsoft on December 29, 2008.
• Win32/Conficker.C was reported to Microsoft on February 20, 2009.
• Win32/Conficker.D was reported to Microsoft on March 4, 2009.

Win32/Conficker.B might spread through file sharing and via removable drives, such as USB drives (also known as thumb drives). The worm adds a file to the removable drive so that when the drive is used, the AutoPlay dialog will show one additional option.

The Conficker worm can also disable important services on your computer.

In the screenshot of the Autoplay dialog box below, the option Open folder to view files — Publisher not specified was added by the worm. The highlighted option — Open folder to view files — using Windows Explorer is the option that Windows provides and the option you should use.

How do I remove the Conficker worm?
If your computer is infected with the Conficker worm, you may be unable to download certain security products, such as the Microsoft Malicious Software Removal Tool or accessing certain Web sites, such as Microsoft Update. If you can’t access those tools, try using the Windows Live OneCare Safety Scanner.

Source :http://www.microsoft.com/protect/computer/viruses/worms/conficker.mspx

2009-03-30T08:29:00.000-07:00

1. Real name :Azriel
2. Nickname(s) : Pf, Devil, Luster
3. Star sign : The lion thingy
4. Male or female : Male
5. Primary School : Holy Innocent pri
6. Secondary School : Nan Chiau High School.
7. JC/Poly : Poly ._.
8. Hair color : Black.
9. Long or short : Short~
10. Loud or Quiet : Quiet
11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans.
12. Phone or Camera : Phone.
13. Health freak : No
14. Drink or Smoke? : ... ==
15. Do you have a crush on someone?:Can dun say
16. Eat or Drink : Drink
17. Piercings : no.
18. Tattoos : No

HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in an airplane : Yes.
20. Been in a relationship : Yes.
21. Been in a car accident : NO.
22. Been in a fist fight : Yes

FIRSTS:
23. First piercing : No
24. First best friend : forgot
25. First award : Some shit for IT in pri school.
26. First crush : ...
28. First vacation : ?

LASTS:
29. Last person you talked to : Dunnoe?
30. Last person you texted : [Censored]
31. Last person(s) you watched a movie with : Aruba gang
32. Last food you ate : Chicken rice
33. Last movie you watched : Pusher
34. Last song you listened to : Disturbed- Glass Shatters
35. Last thing you bought : Forgot
36. Last person you hugged : I haven't hugged anyone for a long long time.

FAVES:
37. Food: ba chor mee. LOL
38. Drinks : Fruit juice.
39. Clothing : Dunnoe
40. Books : Hate them
41. Song : Betrayed
42. Flower : None.
43. Colors : Black
44. Movies : None
45. Phrase : Go kill yourself.
46. Subjects : Hate them all.

IN 2008, I
47. [ ] Kissed in the snow
48. [ ] Celebrated Halloween
49. [x] Had your heart broken
50. [x] Went over the minutes on your cell phone
51. [X] Someone questioned your sexual orientation
52. [ x] Came out of the closet
53. [ ] Gotten pregnant
54. [ ] Had an abortion
55. [x] Done something you've regretted
56. [x] Broke a promise
57. [x] Hid a secret
58. [x] Pretended to be happy
59. [x] Met someone who changed your life
60. [x] Pretended to be sick
61. [x] Left the country
62. [x] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
63. [] Cried over the silliest thing
64. [x] Ran a mile
65. [] Went to the beach with your best friend(s)
66. [ ] Stay single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
67. Eating : Air
68. Drinking : Nothing
69. I'm about ton: ?
70. Listening to :Slipknot- Pschosocial
71. Plans for tomorrow : Rot
72. Waiting for : Her.

YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids?: Not troublesome can le
74. Want to get married?: if anybody wants me in the 1st place.
75. Careers in mind : Somewhere in the IT field.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GiRl
76. Lips or eyes : Eyes.
77. Shorter or taller? : Short.
78. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic.
79. Nice stomach or nice arms : -.-?
80. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive
81. Hook-up or relationship : ?
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant : ?

HAVE YOU EVER :
83. Lost glasses/contacts :More than 10.
84. Ran away from home : 2-3 times
85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense : Knife.
86.Killed somebody : Yes
87. Broken someone's heart : No
88. Been arrested : No
89. Cried when someone died :No.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself : No
91. Miracles : Fuck you
92. Love at first sight :No
93. Heaven : No
94. Santa Claus : No.
95. Sex on the first date : No
96. Kiss on the first date : No.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Name? : Yes. Like I will say. ^_^
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? : No
99. Do you believe in God : He let me down time and time and again.
100. This is the 100th and last. : ==

1.Were you smiling when you woke up this morning?- No.
2. When was the last time you met someone new?- Forgot
3. When did you last eat pizza?- Last week
4. Do you drink beer?- No.
5. Do you wash your own clothes?- Sometimes
6. Are you any good at poker?- No
7. What do you want more than anything?- Her
8. Are you tired?- Abit
9. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room?- My lappy
10. Pepsi or Coke?- Coke.
11. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?- Ya
12. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?- Nope
13. Taco Bell or McDonald's?- Mac
14. Are you restless?- Yes
15. Is your computer desktop or a laptop? Laptop
16. How many friendster views do you have?- Didn't check
17. Want to be a prince/princess?- No. I wanna be king.
18. Do you believe dreams come true? AHAHAHAHA _l_ you.
19. Last song you heard?-Slipknot- Psychosocial [While doing this question juz finish hearing Disturbed-Hell]
20. Do you like Batman?- No.
21. Who is in the room with you?- Demon
22. what r u wearin on ur foot?- Nothing.
23. What was the last thing you ate?- Chicken rice
24. What were you doing before this?- Surfing the web.
25. What is the closest item near you that is blue?- Dictionary.
26. In your opinion what is the weirdest thing listed on ?- None
27. What instant messaging service do you use?- MSN
28. what is ur fav website?- playpark forum and her blog.
29. Whose house were you at last night?- Own house la.
30. What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?- Not sure
31. What is the last movie you watched?- Pusher
32. What do you currently hear right now?-Disturbed- Killing you now.
33. When did you last buy a new pair of pants?- Last friday.
34. Where's your favorite place to be?- A quiet dark corner.
34. Have you ever heard of the band Our Lady Peace?- simi lan jiao?
35. Where do you sleep?- Bed.
36. Where do you shop the most?- None
37. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?- Giordano
38. Coach Purse or NFL game tickets?- ==?
39. Where was your default pic taken?- Friends?
40. Why did you pick your background?- Forgot
41. Are you happy with where you are?- Not sure
42. Do you believe love at first sight exists? -_l_?
43. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?- See about what de.
44. Do you believe that you can change someone?- Turning the person upside down- yes.
45. What are you going to do after you do this survey?- Dunnoe.

NOW TAG 10 PEOPLE TO DO THIS .
1. Wayne
2. Nixon
3. Audrey
4. Cynthia
5. Rachael
6. Sze Chi
7. Harrison
8. Firman
9. Izaak
10. Darrel

2009-03-30T03:16:00.000-07:00

Feel very fucked up today la.. No mood to talk to mood do anything. The moment I thing of 2 things is either I blood boil or feel damn sad. After recess at least nathis they all talk to me and pei me home after school. They all come my house play L4D. Drink some wine than I felt abit weird than I stopped incase I got drunk. I watch them play L4D they so sad loh.. restart 4 times in the end still fail.

2009-03-28T23:17:00.003-07:00

To Sxxxxx

If you get it.. good.. if you don't.. too bad. Don't talk to me EVER AGAIN!
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Today.. woke up. Check MSN.. see peoples blog. Play audi and L4D than went out to cut hair. I think so so la. Abit funny looking o_o.

Everybody like disappear sia.. Why did everybody go? T_T

2009-03-28T06:09:00.000-07:00

Bloody boring day. Afternoon play audi awhile. Than went ki siao for some reason. At evening time, my whole house wireless went down. Nnb.. cannot even access the router ==. Than about 30mins managed to fix it. Now post blog loh.

Btw, why nobody tag de arh. =[

2009-03-26T05:34:00.000-07:00

I dunnoe what to say.. I feel very.. fucked up and.. fucked? I feel so restless.. so uneasy.. so worried. It's like.. I dunnoe how to describe this feeling. ...

If only I had once chance~

2009-03-26T03:57:00.001-07:00

Burning now I bring you hell
Oh, burning now I bring you hell

Leave me tonight, when the warnings said leave a shudder upon you
Running from all that you've feared in your life
Soul of the night, will a son mislead paint a horror upon you
Marking the moment, displaying in my ghost of a life
That I can't condone the way you left me out in the open
To leave me to die
So how can I, forget the way you led me through the path into heaven
To leave me behind

Now I can't stay behind
Save me, from wreaking my vengeance upon you
Too Killing more than I can tell
Burning now I bring you hell
Oh, burning now I bring you hell

Free me tonight, lest the animal caged free a terror upon you
Caught in the moment, engaging in my bloodlust tonight,
Now I can't control my venom's flow
Get back from me demon, or be exorcised

Now I can't stay behind
Save me, from wreaking my vengeance upon you,
Too killing more than I can tell
Burning now I bring you hell

All my emotion and all my integrity
All that you've taken from me
All my emotion and all my integrity
All that you've taken from me

Now I can't stay behind
Save me, from wreaking my vengeance upon you
Too killing more than I can tell
Soul of the night, I know now I can't stay behind
Save me, from wreaking my vengeance upon you
Too killing more than I can tell
Burning now I bring you hell
Oh, burning now I bring you hell
Oh, burning now I bring you hell

2009-03-24T04:32:00.001-07:00

Sorry for the dead blog.. I don't wish to remember anything that happened lately.

Today.. in school.. morning I don't feel good. Head gonna burst and I felt cold. Felt better after recess. E-maths teacher come for 1 period than zhao.. relief teacher come than I sleep. After I woke up.. I just keep thinking of things loh.. Think until wayne came to talk to me.. After school Jian Hui and Nixon come my house play L4D. Than now at home alone.. like rotting again.

2009-03-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

New audition perfect hack. Includes Beat up hack as well

http://www.mediafire.com/file/q1ganvmd2i2/AuAgent3.55_passed_hs.rar

No need press f4 at start.. no need tick anything.

Lv 4 and 5 songs for beatup

http://www.mediafire.com/file/uyjonhzz2zn/Hard_BeatUp_Songs_v1.15.exe

2009-03-19T09:15:00.000-07:00

I guess there are more misunderstandings.. they are NOT merely my online friends.. they are my rl friends as well ok? We hang out sometimes too and it was because I promised them...

My explanation..

2009-03-19T03:59:00.004-07:00

Guys .. I'm sorry about that day... but can pls think for me also? I got SA event on that day.. I can dont't go de.. but I already promised people to go leh.. than if i don't go they will hantam me right? Further more I wasn't inform until I going to leave school. If you all like.. told me yesterday this wouldn't happen right? If you all think 'I should go with you' than won't I lose my other half of my friends? Is it fair to me? Do you know why I wanted to lie... I'm trying to keep both side of friends together.. what do I get while trying.. I lose the aruba gang and the rest of the class. I know this is not the reason to lie but.. I really feel that this is quite unfair to me.. What do you want me to do? Have psychic so that I know tmr have to stay back without being told? You think which sane person will suddenly ask you if tmr got event etc until they roughly know whats going on. Whatever happen in class, I do not know.I know you're pissed of at me for lying but.. my real intention was to keep both side of friends.

My explanation..

2009-03-19T03:59:00.003-07:00

My explanation..

2009-03-19T03:59:00.002-07:00

My explanation..

2009-03-19T03:59:00.001-07:00

*Wayne.. I'm sorry about that day... but can pls think for me also? I got SA event on that day.. I can dont't go de.. but I already promised people to go leh.. than if i don't go they will hantam me right? Further more I wasn't inform until I going to leave school. If you all like.. told me yesterday this wouldn't happen right? If you all think 'I should go with you' than won't I lose my other half of my friends? Is it fair to me? Do you know why I wanted to lie... I'm trying to keep both side of friends together.. what do I get while trying.. I lose the aruba gang and the rest of the class. I know this is not the reason to lie but.. I really feel that this is quite unfair to me.. What do you want me to do? Have psychic so that I know tmr have to stay back without being told? You think which sane person will suddenly ask you if tmr got event etc until they roughly know whats going on. Whatever happen in class, I do not know.I know you're pissed of at me for lying but.. my real intention was to keep both side of friends. And about the reverse psycho thing.. apparantly, you don't really understand. I did NOT intend to BACKSTAB nixon with it.If you wanna know what reverse psychology is, go google it.I dont know but i got scolded by ppl im not really close with infact, i dont even talk to the person. So please.. let's clear things up k?

Restless..

2009-03-17T05:06:00.000-07:00

Today went out with wayne they all.. pretty ok day la... watch a very nice movie..

Ever since I board the bus home.. I felt so restless and unease. I feel something bad.. I don't know. Even at home.. I feel something is missing.. I feel so tense and I cannot seem to relax. I can't even play my game properly.. something or someone is affecting me and I don't like this weird vibes.. it feels like I'm going to lose something or someone. Why.. why must I always feel like this.. it usually comes true and I hate this..

The senseless thoughts of killing myself came again when I reached home.. why.. why do I keep having this thoughts..

Fuck this..